The Breath Between
When all the world roars like so much blood rushing in your ears, and adrenaline clashes with police in city streets; when the red myopic eye shines upon you, and love makes no more sense than a ringing gong in a broken forest; when the computer’s insect chorus is an overwhelming chant, and a single black ant carries your whispered penance into the crown of the oak; when the answers you seek are written impossibly small on the mouse’s bones outside her burrow, and the fox’s tracks lead you to a dead end; when the crow’s keening call is a promise shattered, then, my beloved sister and brother, wherever you may be, breathe. Breathe again and find the breath between breaths. Do you hear that soft tapping? The robin's blue egg clutched in the peach blossoms is cracking open. Soon she will fledge, a red-breasted bolt cutting through winter’s iron rain to set this world to sing.
Matt Layne writes…
As some of you may know, on top of being a poet, I'm also a librarian and currently serving as the President of the Alabama Library Association. Ever since I was sworn into this volunteer position, book challenges have sprouted up across the state (and country) as fast as red mushrooms on a forest floor. It's been exhausting, enlightening, and frustrating dealing with a state government hell-bent on choosing which books are appropriate for its populace to read.
All that's to say, the reason I wrote The Breath Between was to remind myself that everything is temporary. So this piece is a lovesong to our peace which has been shattered and our peace which will be restored. A reminder that no matter how awful this current situation may seem, the pendulum will swing back and further in our favor and spring will come:
my beloved sister and brother,
wherever you may be, breathe.
Breathe again and find the breath
between breaths.
I try hard each day to hold on to that hope that we will somehow come to a peaceful, sane state of mind in this world. I'd settle for "in this country," but like that robin, hope springs eternal.
I needed this this morning. deep breathe. repeat.